dear boy

everyday...

half of the time i can't fathom a solution for the 990km between us. but 95% of me goes to think that you will have me forever.

distance makes the heart grow fonder when we've fallen deeper.

-m.

i don't believe in soulmates. cynical, you say?
i believe that a person can fall in love with almost anyone. people fall in and out of your life, i don’t believe in destiny, things happen and you are left to try to control it - although you know you can’t.

then there are harder things to explain, like the way you can meet people who just feel right for you. But then again, this might also be coincidence - and timing.

nevertheless,
the other night i let go of my inhibitions and let another guy get close.

it wasn’t love.