c-day.

i can be
the biggest
fucking grinch
you've
ever met.

until i hit that point, I'll see what everyone else is doing.

fredrik skogkvist

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this girl wears a crown.. only when you're around.

unknown.

exception.

unknown

super excited for the next few days....

tumblr.

i'm trying to do work at home. Such a Big. Mistake.
i love my parents and all... but they always feel the need to ask me a question or tell me something. And they won't stop unless if they hear my reply... their hearing isn't very good.

Mood: frustrated. AARRGGHHHH

a thought...

i just finished my 4th cup of coffee. Oh, on to my next.
Already, it's a good day :)

Cheers, pretty people!

i would like this one day... for a day like today.

elle decor

it's really early...

rise and shine, beautiful people!

i got to work super early today, for some obscure reason. (Maybe not so obscure... perhaps becuase i have been going to work late every day for the past 2 weeks....oops.)
I ran into a SLP that i used to work with, who will also be one of my references. we just had coffee. UGH, why do i love all my references so much? MADE MY DAY.

so many things going on right now. i can be stressed or happy. i cho-choo-choo-chooooseee to be happy.

Okay, i should probaaabbblyyyy get back to work. PEACE.

bears

sometimes i just dream of sitting on a big fluffy white couch... with a big fat bunny on top of me.
i am sitting there, lazily, petting my bunny's fur. i do this in front of the window that overlooks the town square. alas, i am people watching...

oh fuck, i'm dreaming of becoming a cat rabbit lady! ... i kind of like it!

kukula

.... i would love it even more, if i had ssicccccckkk white hair like that. woooo!

11/1/10

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unknown

unknown

numero

jackson eaton

k.smith

halloWEEn

Jim Kiernan

CHEERS, to hopefully seeing some hilarious costumes this weekend!

Stay safe, kids :)

ooooohhhh witchy!

the craft // you guess the magazine.....

i'm in the mood to be spooked!!

i watched Friday the 13th last night with the BFFer. The fact that Jared Padalecki was starring in the movie was the determining factor... it was a good choice. it is ALWAYS a good choice to have eye candy in a scary movie to make you feel better.

The movie wasn't too scary, but some unnecessary gruesome death scenes that dragged on for too long. yuuuck,.

10/28/10

talking two hours on the cellular phone hurts my ears... =|

10/27/10

i cry all the time. when i'm touched by a moment, by a person, by a word. i would consider my self to be an emotional person.

i couldn't cry. i could only kiss his hand and apologize.

can't let go of this...

unforgettable beaut

in Ke$ha's voice: BLAH BLAH BLAH!

sorry. i can't remember for the life of me where i pull this from.

but i LOLed. :)

push: pause button.

ahhhh.. cold nostalgia is hitting me, it feels kinda good.

let me tell you how at the beginning of last year, i had met a boy.
it took only one look at him for my intrigue to set.

"This is a story of boy meets girl. But you should know upfront, this is not a love story."
- 500 Days of Summer

it's true. this story is not a love story.
 
this boy was fascinating. couldn't keep still and kept still at the right and perfect moments. to say that he was well liked was an understatement. always at the center of attention and never craved for it. excitement circled him and his friends consistently and daily. i was addicted.

beside the initial intrigue, i knew he came with a set of blemishes that i knew i could never overlook.
eventually it came to an end and no one was surprised. his age number was only a mask of the boyish ways he had. enough was enough. unreliability is something i can not live with nor do i have patience for.

this time last year, i was thinking about what i wanted and put my rationalities further back.

(what i really truly and only miss.. his friends. dammit!)

*NOTE:  give a bigger credit to my womanly intuitions and listen to them*

crap, i just realized this post is relating a lot to a present situation. the "YES/NO" moments are always too stressful for me.

10/04/10

HI, FOLKS.
those nasty colds are coming around! one of the downfalls of working at a hospital is that i get an overwhelming need to wash/sanitize my hands constantly. dry hands are ugly =|

daily reminder : wash your hands :)









9gag

the birthday.

i am between clients right now.. .sitting in a suburban neighbourhood... in my work car... doing paper work... and borrowing internet.
today is my birthday, i deserve to be spoiled! i am totally feeling the birthday love from everyone. <3

the weather right hnow is soooo perfect. it's cloudy and misty. ugh, i could have this weather for weeks... and so since i have handy little netbook, i'll watch Vampire Diaries.

UGH. what a splendid day so far, and it's still early.

you, smile!

09/12/10

going out 2 nights in a row is getting tiresome. I AM FEELING MY YOUTHFUL ENERGY ESCAPING ME.

SPORADICALLY.

just got home. enjoying a cup of coffee. slightly stressed that i have to shower and get ready for dinner soon.

but trying to enjoy my coffee and the Hong Kong Vogue September issue :)

Jason Perry

we love Sept issues! AND COFFEE! AND LAZY SUNDAY AFTERNOONS!! ...even if the down-time is short!

BAH!

fno 2010

ZOMG. NEW YORK CITY. YOU ARE TOO MUCH.


i will continue to sit with my Fashion'sNightOut tee until i fall asleep.
Neil Patrick Harris got a handful of cool points here.

my duckie debate

the VERY first time i ever watched Pretty in Pink, i could've traded all the Lipsmackers i owned to be his friend. each time i watch this film my longing for a "Duckie-friend" wavers. i just did a 180 emotional longing for Duckie today.

DUCKIE-BATABLE.

today i watched Pretty in Pink and i couldn't help but to think how stressful it would be to have such a reliable good friend be so deeply infatuated with you. the friendship you treasure is so special and you never want to hurt the other person. THEN, out of selfishness (like Andie Walsh, gotta love her) you would keep this other person close becuase you dddoooo enjoy being around them. the only thing is you aren't attracted to them.

...i wonder if all this Duckie-sympathy is stemming from maturity.... yeah, probably not.
we love you, Duckie!

dear god, it's me__. i never want to Andie Walsh a Duckie...

09/08/10

zomg. i have been slacking.
real life jobs stink.
i want to kick that self-righteous attitude in the crotch.
waking up the earliest in the house is a pet peeve of mine.
skype has been my good friend lately.

.........UGH.

j'adore paris

08/20/10

BEING PARISIAN IN PARIS.

BRB.

chick porn

"“I do know that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life” 
Runaway Bride

“I love that you get cold when it's seventy degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend a day with you I can still smell your perfume on my clothes, and I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night.”
When Harry Met Sally

“I think I’d miss you even if we’d never met.” The Wedding Date

“You had me at hello.” Jerry Maguire


These are all lines from a genre of film I affectionately refer to as… Chick Porn. Why chick porn? Well when put into context of how we, as women, view “regular porn, ” as unrealistic portrayals of a man’s idealistic view of a woman, it’s exactly the same. Chick Porn is a woman’s unrealistic view of an idealized man. We watch these movies (currently Runaway Bride is playing on my TV) and develop these subconscious expectations of our boyfriends, husbands, or future spouses. When life is less glamorous than breakfast at Tiffany’s, we blame the guy, when really we bring this upon ourselves. I’m not implying we should all swear off romantic comedies and dramas (obviously, I’m watching one even now), but I do think that we should be aware of how they affect us. I know for some friends, this means that they literally cannot watch movies that make them lust after a fictional scenario and for others it means bringing the knowledge of reality to the forefront of their minds and not holding anyone accountable to ridiculous expectations.

Life is not a movie, much to my dismay. You don’t always meet your soul-mate dancing in the rain or on the observation deck of the Empire State Building, but who wants to be in love with a story? The real thing is better.
-Allie"

excerpt from LELOVE

*****

__WORDD. i just watched Untamed Heart for the first time. unrealistic. no man who looks like Christian Slater is that shy. i also don't understand why Caroline does not flip out when Christian Slater tells her that he creeps into her room at night to watch her sleep. like... what. the. f. how is that ever okay?
and he's not even a vampire!!

08/14/10

woke up to drink green tea, sift through a couple magazines, with The Breakfast Club in the background.
i love good mornings.

i'm as happy as those Harlem kids with their new Target opening today!

ph: NEW YORK TIMES

08/13/10

location . patio

reading . The Bell Jar

sipping . sangria   HOMEMADE - MERLOT, LYCHEE, BLACKBERRY, BLUEBERRY

munching . cupcakes HOMEMADE - DOUBLE CHOCOLATE

unknown
.......................................BYE :)

dear boy

everyday...

half of the time i can't fathom a solution for the 990km between us. but 95% of me goes to think that you will have me forever.

distance makes the heart grow fonder when we've fallen deeper.

-m.

i don't believe in soulmates. cynical, you say?
i believe that a person can fall in love with almost anyone. people fall in and out of your life, i don’t believe in destiny, things happen and you are left to try to control it - although you know you can’t.

then there are harder things to explain, like the way you can meet people who just feel right for you. But then again, this might also be coincidence - and timing.

nevertheless,
the other night i let go of my inhibitions and let another guy get close.

it wasn’t love.